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I am a 15 year old girl living in Utah with my family, and great best friends. Being surrounded by so much closed up people, i tried for so long to not be closed up, but alas, i realized i wasn't doing it for me, i was doing it for others. i did 60's hair, seriously a five inch bump on my head, for probably 6 months, but it was making me so miserable. People thought i was pretty hip though, i was homecoming princess, and even though that means nothing, i felt pretty special, so i kept going until i couldn't stand it anymore. I was obsessively complimenting people and doing my hair and forcing myself to wear my clothes, and even though this sounds crazy, we have all gone through something like this before, i'm pretty sure. finally, one day, i cried to my friends, cried forever. and that was the day, i realized, it was only stressing me out. no matter how much i or others loved it, it was just ruining my soul. so, i let it go, and started wearing dresses everyday and doing nothing with my hair. even though i didn't feel as if i looked perfect, i felt happy, and became closer to the people that really really cared about me. Yes, i'm pretty positive all the people didn't know what to think of me anymore, but i felt free. and being free, is having everything, and losing it. life is un-explainable, and i love that.



My email is: Brittybee303@gmail.com
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